You walked out that door
For the last time
With tears running down your face like diamonds
And I stood there in a blind rage
Not daring to admit I was wrong
But I was
I never should have let you leave
But I didn’t know your stricken face would be my last memory
I didn’t know I would never get to say what was on my mind
To tell you I’m sorry
To tell you I love you
And now that’s all I have
Memories
And the pain, knowing I let you die
I let you walk out that door in pain
I hurt the one I love
Now I walk alone
I am alone
Filled with regret, and anger at myself
And your face runs through my mind like a movie
I am doomed to recreate every night
I wish I had stopped you
Told you I loved you
Held you close
Instead of turning my back and letting you go
Now I can never let go
And I don’t want to let you leave me again
My fallen angel
Before you took your last breath
I want you to know
I whispered my love
And said goodbye
Maybe when I see you again you’ll forgive me
I can only hope